MadiLush

Motionless a maiden stands, alone to sea and sky, Alone with only memories and unanswered questions why, She remembers how they once met, that time not long ago, And the cruel waves came beating, on the rocky shore. She remembers with such sadness, The joys of love now fled, And how they held each other, so close, but now instead, No longer he beside her, no longer hand in hand, And the cruel waves kept beating, on the stony sand. No one can soothe the feelings that stir within her breast, No one can give her comfort, or put her mind to rest, Distraught in her unhappiness, she walks on all alone, And the cruel waves beat harder,

I stay alive One breath; at a time Even though I try I fade, in time. I’m not as good as I used to be My blonde has turned to gray Tell me now what I’m support to be Memories have faded away Guess this is my fault Can’t blame you No words to speak Nothing to say If I held on any tighter I would surely slip away Words spoken escaped my lips Wishing I could turn back time Picture fades; You walk away The scar that will never heal, In time As I grow jaded And, cold Make the most, Of my time: Alone. My grasp Now faded, worn, and old How I spend my time, alone all day Slipping And my thought of you Slipp

Hate, Fear, love, and longing Tangled, strangled in a heartless spiders web, Empty, silent, alone, and still A vacant room, a motionless body Bursting to scream unspoken emotions Dark, cold, damp, and dead No light, no sound, no will to live Grey eyes, swollen and weary from acid tears, Stare blankly into the stale darkness In hope of something real, anything, A light, to lift this cloud of loathing All inspired by the lack of you

Eerie silence Pop Goes culture As if A children’s doctor doctored children And I became Medically Domesticated Banded like gypsies On a scarlet Vista Overlooking My son To talk Of genius To know Anything It has been So long And ironic To twist dark galaxies Amongst sugar Burning Fuel And tires Akin to geometry As the wheel And carbon To the plastic Jesus